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Hey! Well today has been really emotional to me because the McDaniels left for Hawaii today and I cried until I had no tears left in my eyes and now whenever I blink my eyes hurt. I am so tired of crying. Anyway, today wasn't so bad. I mean at least we might go visit them in September? (maybe) I was sooooooooooo sad when they left and when it was time to say good bye, I had just put a butterfinger in my mouth so when I was saying goodbye I had butterfinger in my mouth. But I was crying like a baby, man! (and so was everyone else) There was like 40 people at the air port all crying. It was very sad but as I looked back on the good times, I realized that it was time for them to bring good times to others. Which made me cry even more. I got lots of hugs in them so I was happy. Any way i cant wait to see them again!! Well, I have to go! bye! Hearts ya!

Jessi :)

Weird Things...

Well, a lot of weird things have been happening to me. My chuch just went through a like... I don't know how to describe it... a break up kind of. Anyway, I was very very involved in church, I mean, I had things going on every single night at church and I made sacrifices so that I could be at church, and now we aren't going to church anymore and this is like a big thing for me because I have been going to that church since I was 6 years old and all of a sudden I get back from Mexico and we aren't going there anymore. When i heard about it I didn't really understand, but after a day, it sank in and if you even mentioned church or did anything that reminded me of church i would just break down and start crying. Now I am not so touchy and I don't reallly want to have anything to do with what First Baptist is doing. I mean I still love the people but if I'm not gonna go there, then I want to give it up completly, or it was just be to hard to get over the fact that we don't go there anymore. Anyway I guess I needed to get this out in the open because now i feel much better. :) There has also been a lot of things changing in regular life too, like school just got out and now I have the days all to myself! But now that I school is out, I have like NOTHING going on and it is freaky! because I usually don't have enough time for me. So now that I have NOTHING going on it's a big change for me. Luckily school is starting again in a month and things will kind of be going back to normal. Its just the nights will be free (which I am kind of looking forward to!) Anyway thanks for reading this!
Hearts ya!

Jessi :)

Hey I just got my new blog and I really like it! umm...feel free to comment on it. bi!!

Jessi